陳欽生（1949－），生於馬來西亞
1967年以僑生身分來臺，就讀國立成功大學化學工程系。
1971年因台南美國新聞處爆炸案被捕，卻以叛亂案獲判12年刑期。
1983年出獄，但被禁止返回馬來西亞，因無台灣身分證而流落街頭約三年。 1986年人生才真正開始。
2009年起，投身人權相關運動，並在白色恐怖景美與綠島紀念園區，長年擔任導覽志工，被大家暱稱為「生哥」。
本書由陳欽生親自執筆，紀錄成長歷程、受難遭遇與投身人權運動的生命軌跡，2023年經修訂後發行再版。

FRED HIM-SAM CHIN
1949 Born in Malaysia.
1969 Studied Chemical Engineering as an overseas
Chinese student at National Cheng Kung
University in Tainan, Taiwan.
1971 Arrested as suspect responsible for the 1970
USIS Tainan Explosion case, and sentenced to
12 years of imprisonment under charge of
overthrow of the government.
1983 Released from jail, but was prohibited to go
back to Malaysia. Being without an ID Card,
he became homeless for about three years.
1986 Began his real life.
2009 Engaged in human rights movements and
became a volunteer docent at Jing Mei and
Green Island White Terror Memorial Parks,
where he is called "Brother San."
陳欽生（1949－），生於馬來西亞
1967年以僑生身分來臺，就讀國立成功大學化學工程系。
1971年因台南美國新聞處爆炸案被捕，卻以叛亂案獲判12年刑期。
1983年出獄，但被禁止返回馬來西亞，因無台灣身分證而流落街頭約三年。 1986年人生才真正開始。

2009年起，投身人權相關運動，並在白色恐怖景美與綠島紀念園區，長年擔任導覽志工，被大家暱稱為「生哥」。

Contents
Forewords ................................................................................... 6
Preface....................................................................................... 10
Timeline..................................................................................... 15
ACKNOWLEDGEMENT.......................................................... 16
1. As a Malaysian Citizen.............................................................. 21
My birth place........................................................................... 21
Japanese invasion in Malaya ..................................................... 22
A quick look of Malaysia........................................................... 23
Schooling in Malaysia................................................................ 30
Trip to Taiwan........................................................................... 35
2. My Disaster............................................................................... 40
Day of arrest.............................................................................. 40
My bad luck came...................................................................... 45
Trying to kill myself................................................................... 49
Sad memory .............................................................................. 52
Ensnarement.............................................................................. 54
Interrogation.............................................................................. 58
Arriving Jing Mei Detention Center........................................... 60
Indictment.................................................................................. 66
The horrible Statute of the Rebellion Punishment...................... 71
The breathtaking sentencing court............................................. 77
International rescue.................................................................... 86
My appeals and the fruitless redress........................................... 87
Life at Jing Mei Detention Center.............................................. 89
Malaysian representative visit was prohibited............................ 90
3. National Human Rights Museum.............................................. 93
4. Green Island............................................................................... 96
New Life Correction Center and Oasis Villa (note).................... 99
Memories in Oasis Villa........................................................... 102
Drastic change of my attitude of mind..................................... 109
Life in Oasis Villa as day-time laborer...................................... 111
My dog in prison..................................................................... 121
5. Ren Ai Education Center (1981-1983)..................................... 127
My release................................................................................ 129
Where are my guarantors?....................................................... 131
6. Homeless Life.......................................................................... 135
Looking for a new start............................................................ 140
Mother failed to take me home ............................................... 142
Mother's visits I....................................................................... 144
Mother’s visit II........................................................................ 149
7. Years of Happy Life................................................................. 154
My way home.......................................................................... 155
Childhood happiness................................................................ 160
8. New Life.................................................................................. 168
Works during my homeless days.............................................. 178
Jobs before the Martial Law was lifted.................................... 183
Jobs after the Martial Law was abolished................................ 192
9. New Challenges....................................................................... 197
Travelling and visiting customers............................................. 202
Travelling in Scandinavian countries........................................ 205
10. All on My Own........................................................................ 215
Different attitude of life........................................................... 220
11. As a Witness ............................................................................ 225
As a narrator of White Terror (2011-2018).............................. 230
12. Jing Mei Guide Office ............................................................. 239
Activities of the parks.............................................................. 242
13. Human Rights Banquet............................................................ 246
14. My earnest gratitude to National Cheng Kung University........ 250
15. International Human Rights Day ............................................ 251
16. Contacts with Foreign Visitors................................................. 256
How I got to know FIHRM..................................................... 257
Distinguished visitors .............................................................. 260
Albie Sachs-The Judge of South Africa..................................... 264
Former South Africa President-Mr. F.W. De Klerk.................... 267
Friend from Canada................................................................. 270
Request for a visit from Thailand............................................. 278
Visit of US Delegation-Speaker Nancy Pelosi ......................... 280
17. Mail Contacts (1)..................................................................... 283
Mail Contacts (2)..................................................................... 285
1. Green Island White Terror Memorial Park........................... 287
2. Jing Mei White Terror Memorial Park.................................. 288
First draft of entry................................................................ 290
Overview.............................................................................. 290
Methodology........................................................................ 292
Sources................................................................................. 293
Mail Contacts (3)..................................................................... 295
The positive feedback of Mr. Kivanc dinler-the champion.... 299
Mail Contacts (4)..................................................................... 303
Trip to New Zealand............................................................ 304
18. My Eldest Brother Seeking for Help......................................... 314
Letters from International Amnesty.......................................... 318
INDOOR SYMPOSIUM ......................................................... 319
Postscript................................................................................. 322